its quite rare in the life of a b schooler..tat he/she gets a full 3 hr of bliss at disposal....n it is in times like these tat i get hooked to my blog...
life is gettin increasingly busy....n if i look back n introspect...i ve a nasty feelin tat much of the so called busy time is wasted in fruitless activities....so despite havin a 5 hr sleep time everyday...i find myself being unable to manage my everyday schedule...most of wat i plan goes unfulfilled...
the best part about me is the undyin, unrelentin fighter inside me....so no matter how much obstacles the world throws at me...after some initial hiccups..i come back with a bang...i sincerely pray of doin the same this time as welll !!
the next few months r probably the most crucila of my life...with 2 important events comin up...
the next time i would blog is probably at end november....n dont be surprised if u find a sudden spring in my writin skills ....reaons would b shared ten !!
GOD bless and good bye !!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
My eccentricities...
i understand tat i m quite erratic in the frequencies in which i update my blog.....n i completely owe responsibility for the same...
its quite a lame alibi tat i dont find 15 mins in a day to connect to tis part of my world....somehow i ve made the goin so tough for myself, tat i find myself fallin deeper into the never endin abyss tat i ve created !!
I m nt the sole person in tis world who has his shoulders heavy with responsibilities, nor i m carryin the same of others. Whatver i m doin is for my own good. And yet, i found myself lackin on the essential qualities required for success, dedication and commitment. No matter how much i motivate myself to commit to a task, i loose the enthusiasm to carry on quite early into the task. The result often is wasted efforts and most importantly, time.
I suffer from a typical problem. I know the solutions to my problems, and yet I m unable to tackle them. Tis has been an age old issue with me, n i ve nt been able to crack tis riddle. I ve done gross injustice to my potential, n at tis stage of life, where I ve an enormous task at hand (in terms of academic excellence), I m actually prayin for some divine intervention to help me achieve my task. tis might sound lame, but tats the way it is.
I dont wanna sound like a looser, but at the end i wouldnt like to shell excuses for my failures. I wish someone out there would give me enough motivation to give at least a decent shot at my goal. I dont want any regrets in my life !!!
My sincere apologies if tis post spread negative vibes amongst the readers !!
Warm regards
its quite a lame alibi tat i dont find 15 mins in a day to connect to tis part of my world....somehow i ve made the goin so tough for myself, tat i find myself fallin deeper into the never endin abyss tat i ve created !!
I m nt the sole person in tis world who has his shoulders heavy with responsibilities, nor i m carryin the same of others. Whatver i m doin is for my own good. And yet, i found myself lackin on the essential qualities required for success, dedication and commitment. No matter how much i motivate myself to commit to a task, i loose the enthusiasm to carry on quite early into the task. The result often is wasted efforts and most importantly, time.
I suffer from a typical problem. I know the solutions to my problems, and yet I m unable to tackle them. Tis has been an age old issue with me, n i ve nt been able to crack tis riddle. I ve done gross injustice to my potential, n at tis stage of life, where I ve an enormous task at hand (in terms of academic excellence), I m actually prayin for some divine intervention to help me achieve my task. tis might sound lame, but tats the way it is.
I dont wanna sound like a looser, but at the end i wouldnt like to shell excuses for my failures. I wish someone out there would give me enough motivation to give at least a decent shot at my goal. I dont want any regrets in my life !!!
My sincere apologies if tis post spread negative vibes amongst the readers !!
Warm regards
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