i understand tat i m quite erratic in the frequencies in which i update my blog.....n i completely owe responsibility for the same...
its quite a lame alibi tat i dont find 15 mins in a day to connect to tis part of my world....somehow i ve made the goin so tough for myself, tat i find myself fallin deeper into the never endin abyss tat i ve created !!
I m nt the sole person in tis world who has his shoulders heavy with responsibilities, nor i m carryin the same of others. Whatver i m doin is for my own good. And yet, i found myself lackin on the essential qualities required for success, dedication and commitment. No matter how much i motivate myself to commit to a task, i loose the enthusiasm to carry on quite early into the task. The result often is wasted efforts and most importantly, time.
I suffer from a typical problem. I know the solutions to my problems, and yet I m unable to tackle them. Tis has been an age old issue with me, n i ve nt been able to crack tis riddle. I ve done gross injustice to my potential, n at tis stage of life, where I ve an enormous task at hand (in terms of academic excellence), I m actually prayin for some divine intervention to help me achieve my task. tis might sound lame, but tats the way it is.
I dont wanna sound like a looser, but at the end i wouldnt like to shell excuses for my failures. I wish someone out there would give me enough motivation to give at least a decent shot at my goal. I dont want any regrets in my life !!!
My sincere apologies if tis post spread negative vibes amongst the readers !!
Warm regards
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